Inside Joe’s Head

Some of you who know me also know that I’ve been a bit funky lately. I haven’t been myself. Two months ago I lost someone that I love. It was my fault and for this I hate myself. I’ve begun to change. I have slowly begun to stop caring about what people think of me and I have begun to slowly distance myself from people. I don’t know what this means, if it’s a good thing or a bad thing. I just don’t want to hurt anyone else anymore. I used to know who I was, what I wanted to be, what things I wanted to accomplish. Those have all shattered recently. In my head I know that one day I will rise above all this and conquer, but in my heart I feel as if this is it. The end.

I recently heard a song recently by Jonathon Coulton called “I Crush Everything.” Although the song is written about a giant squid, it is sort of how I feel, the tone of the song, the lyrics, the people in it. I have also decided that I’m going to start blogging more often to try and sort out my thoughts.

By the way, I’m disabling comments for this post.

I was so happy when I first found out that there was going to be a brand new Apple store opening up on the strip in Waikiki and even more happy when I moved into town. Now that I live in town I am a literal 5 minute bike ride from the Apple store. I’m ecstatic about this store.

I live streamed the event and you can find the videos and photos below:

Here the priest blesses the opening of the Apple Store, this tradition is common in Hawaii.

In line waiting for the store to open:

Walk through of the New Apple store:

Sofie, aka macratlove, was the first official person to enter the store.

Sofie, first in line:

Ryan Ozawa, second in line after stalking last nights filming of the new LOST episode.

Sporting my Chi.mp hat:

Neenz, the brain behind Guy Kawasaki’s latest creation Alltop.com:

I jailbroke my iPhone so that I could live stream stuff I’m doing… Good friends of mine Shane and Roxanne are having me housesit and watch Lexi, which is an honor.

Here’s what we did today and an example of how awesome qik.com is…

You can also watch my profile www.qik.com/jphilipson